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SNUG

sprawled on my bed
complacent.
Like pillows.
Warm.
Happy.

It festers .And simmers.and you watch with distaste...waiting.
Whoever said that "a watched pot never boils " was dead wrong.

its a horrible day today .it rained all day (and yesterday night) and now its practically freezing.am wearing three layers of clothing under the bed sheet (coulndnt find shawl)that i have wrapped around me.
i cant go to the verendah ..because i look like a loon ...
so much so that even the mirror looks a little horrified.....

neighbouring laundry-guy (who sometimes serenades me and my female friends)is walking about in bare-chest and red bermudas....he'll snicker if he sees me(at verendah). i'll shiver, shudder and freeze.
i wonder who's the loon here .him or me?

have had 3 million cups of coffee,and have smoked equal number of times.no matter what i do ...the cold just refuses to go.

one good thing though...my feet look very pretty.as if they've just had a very expensive and thorough pedicure.apparently wading through water-logged college street is very good for feet!

Almost

she saw him across the street ....buying some magazinefrom the pavement book seller....she almost called out...
"was he still seeing Neha?"
May be she should cross...tap him on the shoulder.He'd turn around ....(would he smile ?)say "hi .nice to run into you again"
quick flash of teeth (exchange of.....how r u doing hows neha).....
And then she'd walk away.Pretending.Not turning back for a second look.
May be she should cross
But the lights changed

ahhhhhh
thank GOD for instant noodles

Things we learnt at the Calcutta bloggers meet


1)that JAP knows reference to mia devlin ....apparently Eliot fans are also into pulp fiction (or as they are politely called....romantic thrillers, with very little thrill element)

2)that Jaded, Doel and i have watched Notting Hill far too many times(i dont know why though ..i dont even like the movie that much!!)

3)that Teleute would rather be called Tele-tubby..(apparently the interest she generates among pre-adoloscents and pre-pubescents has finally gotten to her)

4)that icecream sundaes, although very tempting to look at ,sometimes have flies stuck on them

5)that every blogger is separated from ,another ,not by six but two (sometimes one)degrees of separation.

unfortunately nobody offered to dance on table tops this time...although i came pretty close ,when i learnt that mah poetry written, as school kid is appreciated (honestly trina di i know a lot of women cant throw away junk, but storing poetry written by schoolkids,that too aeons ago , is taking things too far)

coffees were consumed..teas daintily sipped at ,pasties and icecreams ogled at, cleavages flashed...all in all we had a really nice time!

read a "profound highly readable" "very moving " book yesterday.
story ran thus.....two sisters...one very beautiful and popular ,other plain boring and bookish.(guess which one i liked?)
beautiful n popular(but frigid) sister marrries Guy-Who-Doesnt-Love-Her n has two kids ....plain n bookish grows up ,gets job,discovers hidden good looks and becomes attractive(they never become beautiful .always attractive)

When she's enjoying new-found prettiness,she falls in love with HorribleGuy, who ultimately breaks her heart.more drama follows ...blah blah

ultimately beautiful sister divorces Husband-Who-Doesnt-Love-Her and becomes happy single and fulfilled

And PlainJane turned Femme Fatale ends up with ,guess who, but highschool crush who never noticed her when she was Plain Jane.apparently he had always found her Attractive...(!!)
i stayed up till 2 reading this........WHY????.
coz i am a sucker for all ugly duckling stories.............and the part where the ex crush cannot recognize her because she is stunning??.......i luuuuurrrrv that part..

real life ,however, is very different (oh really?!!) met ex crush ......
was wearing kurta that was 3 yrs old ,torn and vvv dirty jeans .........on CrazyHair day.with kajal smudged for extra GiantPanda effect.

life ,i tell you , is just not fair.

why couldnt i be a character out of a book and not exist at all(except in book)??

Question:if you could be a character out of a book /movie/play (and would have to do everything the charcter did ..i.e not change story to suit you better....)who would you be?

oooooh!
yummy!

List of things to do b4 i die

1)burn my diary .(apparently i bitch about every one in my diary .chee chee !!I'm a horrible person) even the miniscule number of friends ,i have will hate me and leave my corpse to rot if they come across diary.

2)burn all photographs ( its true, its true camera adds not 10 but 50 pounds and pimple scars and screws up hair)

3)gah............. forgot the third

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgh!
i'm no good at this ,reminds me of isc presci writing (needless to say i was really really bad at it!)

This was totally new .It felt alien.And it was Her dirty secret.She carried it around in her head...
Curled into a ball it had it had lodged itself inside her stomch....and when she thought about it....the shameful yet pleasnant knowing made her smile.Secretly.
What she did not know was that everyone Knew.

waaaaan , i cant think of five ppl i want to tag .but here goes .i tag DEV,JO,PSYCHO,FISHY,ANI(aniroe.blogspot.com)

am disgusted at self.
do not know what disgusts me more........that i actually have proved to myself that i'm unbearably stupid ........OR ......the fact that corny high-TRP-getting serials actually describe my life .
the quote that describes me, goes thus....

"he smiles at me once,and i'm picking out wedding china"

Someone give me a life!!!

yay! pujo eshe geche!

"there will be time,there will be time
To prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet"

apparently i am not socially inept.
HAH!

rolled my eyes so hard that contact lenses fell off

the morning newspaper
besides looking a little mutilated ........looks forlorn, as if it likes being read by me ,first.i think it likes me!