Wednesday, July 13, 2005


The mirror stops lying,
which is when
you're left,
licking your wounds.

definitely blue ..and a little green.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i give up.i dont know why i bother to do this anyway.had a relatively good day .......until....well whatever.i'm mortified .

Monday, July 11, 2005

i dont know exactly how bad the stuff i write is.moderately bad?bad ? utter crap?neways here some of the stuff i wrote (note most were written when i was younger and was even more prone to idiocy)

(i dont yet have name for this thing)

Have watched mutely
weren't forthcoming.
Smiled instead.

Moments ,
shot in shades of laughter
nestled with regret.

Next time ,
a promise to find words


Am (obviously)
in denial.
It cant exist
If i choose not to see it.

this has taken way too long.( well obviously,i type with two fingers ).i'll post the rest of the stuff later .for now i have to go

Friday, July 08, 2005

starting to blue
time i threw it out
n got 'nother new

am in mourning now.the last cute guy in college has passed out off college (or is inthe process of).i'll be an over the hill 3rd yr when i join utterly depressing !!!ther'll be pretty, hep first yrs around who'll treat college like its their territory...n there i'll be feeling inadequate in my own college!
exams just got over .think i'll flunk math(make that know i'll flunk maths)keep getting horrific visions where i'm doing classes with my juniors and all my friends are in 3rd year.
finally got my hands on books by fay weldon .(stupid system in bcl is so hard to figure out)read "the bvlgari connection " and am currently reading "big women".have i mentioned that i love her??well i do !
cannot wait for the next harry potter..

Tuesday, July 05, 2005